because i then still now if your still watching me, and that's it's worth for me to stay


good, the journal
becaus ei ha dto from my mom, i've made som e christmass cards
adn well, i'll be posting the good ones ere on dA, as soons as i can
whoever want a christmas card, send me a note woth your e-mail adress, or for thos ewho ahev my msn, send me an message there
so i can send a copy of the christmass card you want, give a link too to the christmass card you want
it'll be only the picture that stands on the card that' i will sned, unless you want me to write something on it for you, lemme knwo then
ok?

Peopl, stop asking me when my birthday is (24th of june)
i don't celebrate it
I don't celebrate christmas too,
Or any other special day that shold be celebrated
i'm getting a bit sick of it that people stay asking
if you want to know why i don't celebrate my birthday, it's because
1 - i don't have anyone who want sot celebrate it with me, and celebrating on your own isn't fun
2 - no-one ever did something special on that day, not even said happy B-day
3 - I don't know why i should celebrate it, it's just a day where you got born on, why celebrate that?


(ps, i'm still depressed, and still nothing cheers me up, if anyone want to try something, your free to do so)

cuz nothing cheers em up anymore, and i really mean nothing

if anyone of you guys think you know somehting that woudl cheer me up, feel free to try

for these questions

1.What do you guys think of my characters
2. should i change something to them? so yes, what?
3.what you guys think of my art?
4.should i change something to it? so yes, what?
5.whut you guys (for thsoe who know me well) think of me?

HAVE YOU...

[] smoked
[] consumed alcohol
[] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[] kissed someone of the same sex
[] had sex
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[] watched porn
[] bought porn (commission count I think :3)
[] tried drugs

TOTAL: 1

[X] taken painkillers
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[] snuck out of the house
[] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[] hurt someone
[] wished someone to die
[X] seen someone die

TOTAL: 2

[ ] missed curfew
[X] stayed out all night
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair
[X] been in an accident
[] been to a club
[] been to a bar

TOTAL: 2

[] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names
[X] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL: 1

[ ] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[X] stole something
[] been too drunk to remember anything
[X] blacked out
[X] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL: 3

[] had a crush on a friend
[] been to a concert
[] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[ ] been called a slut
[] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[] broken a mirror
[] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 0

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper?
[] seen an R-rated movie
[] cruised the mall
[] skipped school
[X] had surgery
[X] had an injury
[] gone to court
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[] caught something on fire
[] lied about your age

TOTAL: 2

[] owned/rented an apartment/house
[] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[X] got in trouble with the police
[X] talked to a stranger
[X] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[X] been harassed
[X] been verbally harassed

TOTAL: 5

[X] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[X] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[] been to a fair
[X] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[] prank-called someone
[] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 3
If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

GRAND TOTAL: 19

I'm still a goody-goody

whu?